I hope to a big degree that you are proud of yourself for admiting you have a problem, we all make mistakes and none of us are perfect no matter how hard we try, we are only human.
I think in reading this that you have some anger managment problems but that doesn't mean that you cant be helped, im sure there are many people out there to help you, you had every right to be angry when your partner cheated on you it is only normal to feel angry he done the wrong thing and that hurts, but at the same time its no excuse to hit someone. You need an outlet when you feel hurt and or angry even if its just writing down all your emotions and then coming back to them later but seriously I would seek more proffesional help, they know how to deal with these sorts of things.
If you don't learn how to help yourself with your anger issues then you cant make it better, life is meant to be a journey, its always going to be a challange, we are always learning new things and new ways to help us deal with our personal issues, there is nothing wrong with getting help when you know you need it.
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