cruel step dad :(!
my mom has been married to this man since was 7 . as soon as he walk in the door all breaks lose . i feel so un welcome at my own house it isenteven funny my mom is the sweetest thing in the world but around my step dad everyone has to be so secretive .. and god forbid you say something to upset HIM , mean while he does all day is sit on the computer and search useless information all day long .. and i work monday to friday at 7 am every morning and when i sleep at home he has this alarm cklock and it goes off at 5 am and he doesent shut it offf just to make me angry and then have me flip out and then try to make my mom think im troubled, so i sleep at my boyfirneds most of the week but im scared that were going to get annoyed of each other , because its only healthy to have time apart and ineed sleep but he also has a 2 year old son thats up all night , and i just feel like theres a huge cake infront of me piled 10 feet high and someones forcing me to eat it and just deal with it .. and im tired of feeling this way but i have no say in anything and the saddest part about this is that ive never even met my real dad .. ive talked on the phone with him twice , and i just feel like my step dads just tryng to take over and control what iset his . and this could all be aoided if he just wasent so rude all the time . i just feel stuck
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