Don't worry everyone has a bad time and you just need to say what comes from your heart. I keep doing the same thing. I think I am crazy. Maybe we both need to realize that it's life sometimes that can make you feel crazy. But we're not. I know I'm a good person I just feel like I keep screwing things up too. I need to file for divorce but I am scared of what tomorrow holds. But the sun keeps coming up and it will for you too. Speak with your heart.