Because in August they are hiring on more people so he shouldn't be so busy. The workload will be spread out among them all. Right now a lot of it rests on him.
No... I have not been to his house nor have I met his friends. We discussed this and that is when he said he wasn't ready to be in a relationship yet we were not going to break up. He's one of the most "different" for lack of a better word, men I have ever met. He said that he is trying very hard to open up and let me in but that it is hard for him because of how many times and how badly he has been hurt. He continually tells me that he doesn't want to lose me. I'm very blunt with him. I tell him how I feel, what I want, what I need and that if he doesn't supply it soon that I will leave. I'm not here to waste my time. I want to find the one, that real love and to get married and have a family.
I would have to create an inner child, I feel. I've always been way more mature than all of my friends. I didn't have that childhood and it didn't bother me. Sure, I'd have loved to have had it and experienced everything that a normal child, childhood is but I feel it's too late. I would (in my eyes) be a fool to act like a child now. Who knows? Maybe it would be therapeutic.
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"I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart,
I am never without it, anywhere I go, you go, my dear,
And whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling."
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