Well, I got to set up the apt. for the DNA test. It is gonna be this next Tues. the 22nd. I had him set up at the same time too. I know I will go nuts if he brings someone, like her, but nobody but us can go into the back room, the other people have to stay in the waiting room. Plus, I NEED him to see the girls to make him realize that we ARE real and that the last 3 years did happen! When my 2 year old comes running up to him saying "daddy-ah" it will kill him inside and maybe he will snap out of it. Either that or he will just feel bad, which will make me feel better. Ignoring us doens't make us go away. I want to talk to him, who knows if he will talk to me. , he could prob. call and reschedule his test because he has to work and it is short notice. I hope not since I want this to be done! Ironically next week on Thurs. is their 30th anniversary, Friday is my 28th b-day and Sun. would be our 3 year anniversary! What a bunch of ! ARGH! Just the thought of next week makes my stomach hurt! Yes, Tinkerbell, friends are really important during these times especially, and I'm so glad I can call you my friend! Yes, I'm sure she is putting out threats of money and with the grandkids because he was scared of that to begin with and I know she would do it! Yes, Kaylar, you prob. just think I'm dillusional, but to keep going right now I guess that is the way it has to be. Well, I suppose I better get back to reality. Talk to you all soon. Thanks again Tinkerbell!