05-21-2007, 08:08 PM
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Most people tend to remember the 'good times' and forget
the bad. (a minority only remembers the bad).
When you look back it's all in pastels, and you recall
being young. How it felt when life was something ahead
of you, not behind or where you are.
Many times you look back and unless you have some of
that 'minority' in you, the memory is even better than
the reality.
Your first love was that perfect fantasy, when everything
was new and you weren't looking behind a word or an action
for the ulterior motive.
Innocence is what you remember, and you cling to it
because it was beautiful to be like that.
Now this guy, he never existed.
He was playing a role and enjoyed it, and you, Trixie,
enjoyed it, until he got tired of the role, and broke up
with you...
so he could play the role with someone else.
You've moved on and grown up, he hasn't.
High School is prob. the High point of his life.
All you have to do, Trixie, is remember how you felt
when he broke up with you. I mean, wallow in it.
Wallow in that pain, feel it with every fiber of your
body.
Every time you think of something nice, think of
the pain, make it come like a spirit into your space.
Soon, you'll remember other ugly moments that
happened during the time of your relationship.
And shortly you will be free of your ghosts.
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