You're not being inappropriate. I swear on here to but I find ways to get around the censors.
You came to a women's health forum for help and guidance from women. Well, I'm a man but it's still help. Let's have a little fun.
Let's go back in time to 2002. Seven years ago. Do you remember the very first time you purged after eating? Don't think hard about it if it's not coming to you; that'll just frustrate you and get you upset. But rather... meditate lightly on it.
What were you thinking during this first experience?
What were you thinking about before you made your move?
What was it like after? Did you feel happy? Did you feel better? Did you feel more "complete"?
Why do you continue to do this?
Are you seeking more attention? Less attention?
Do you think people won't care about you unless you're sick?
This beats shelling out the bucks for a shrink and having to answer these questions face-to-face. Right?
OG