Thank you for your responses...all of your comments are so true. I'm asking now for some hints for an upcoming weekend fundraiser we are attending. A work function....people from my husbands firm... a night to show up and look nice and smile alot. I am very tempted to have one too many drinks....but that isn't me. I am tempted to dress a bit risque....but that isn't me...I am tempted to show up with an attitude, but I never do. I feel like I am nearing a threshhold...either I will smile nicely and make everyone happy, or I will show my true feelings, and then no one will be happy. Its so ridiculous...
please help....why cant I let this go...