After readng the recent replies I got kinda upset. I really want to forget him but I just saw him today. I still have friends that talk to him on a regular basis. It's hard for me to not be curious about what he is up to and how he is doing. I recently found out that he still asks about me. It made me feel good. I loved this guy more than anything and we did have several pregnancy scares. I know that if I had a baby with him he would have been in my life forever. Somedays I think I'm so lucky because I have it pretty good right now. My husband and kids love me. I haven't worked in 7 years because my husband thinks it's his job to take care of everything. BUT when me and my husband are having bad days I can't help but think of him. I even go dig up my old yearbook and look for his pics. I know in my last post I said I'm going to let it go but I know it's going to take ALOT of work..