Ive been seeing someone for around 5 months now and we have a lot of fun but hes married. Ive known from day 1 and I always thought when we met it would be a quick, random thing ( I know this doesnt make me sound great but...) Anyway somehow 5 months passed and here we are still having this "relationship"
I dont know what to do, I know we aren't meant to be together and I know he will never leave his wife, I know I should run for the hills BUT there is something there. I know ill have to end it sooner or later but right now it doesnt seem like the right time. I just feel so guilty for what im doing, I have my own reasons and most of the time Im ok with it but some days I feel like such a . I dont know what to do, ending it isnt so simple