Rant - I cant say the L word
I cant say it...Im not in love with my fiance...But he's a nice guy, well mannered, respectful and hardworking - He tells me he loves me all the time, ALL THE TIME...But I just cant...'cause I dont...Im sure, given some time together and getting closer, Ill be there...But I just dont right now...We had a pretty big fight over the phone last night about it...I guess I took it to heart more than I thought I did...He thinks Im with someone else, and thats why...Im not leading him on, he's known from the beginning how I feel...Its tough to know you're holding someone's heart and you keep fumbling it in your palm 'cause your so shaky about it...'Maybe I should just give it back' is whats been running around in my mind all night...
I miss the days when I was young and an ice cream cone, double scoop of rocky road, would be enough to take away all of the worries...
Rant ova...
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