I just wanted to say thank you for your advice. It was well needed. I know what i need to do but i just dont understand why i cant move on yet. I know i need to move on before this situation gets out of hand. I know he is using me but i figured that i would just use him for what i need him for. He's married and even though he is theres is a reason he chose to marry this woman. its because he actually loves her. I just hate i got myself into this situation all together. Since he got his wife then i will talk to other people. I wont sit and wait on him.