You are not alone, but the fact you have recognized this a good thing! I wish I knew exactly what to tell you to do, my GF seems to be having some of the same issues... But I'm sure someone here has some great insight! The thing that has kept me free from past pain haunting me is the attitude I have taken. I look at it like, "It bound to go wrong sooner or later so screw it I'm gonna sit back and enjoy the ride"...well something like that lol! But my point was it is just letting go and excepting the possibility of bad things- even expect it, and not being afraid of them. Eventually I let go completely without the "it's bound to happen" thoughts necessary. Is any of this making sense lol?
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