Koko78

Hello to everyone on forum,

I am writing cause I have, would say, an unusual problem... maybe somebody is having a simmilar issue in life, or could help me with some useful advice.. the subject speaks for itself I guess.. well, its true: I cannot have an orgasm without the help of a sex toy. It was not like this my whole life of course.. it begin couple of years ago, when I started to experiment with my sexuality and discover that the best pleasure I achieve is while using vibrator. I think many women will agree with me, specially if it is used with your man in bed. My ex boyfriend didnt mind it, he was used to have a sex toy in our bed, during love making and I would easily cum.. However, we broke up and now I have a problem with my new guy. He refuses to accept any 'help from aside'... dont know what to do? I am confused.. I tried talk to him, explaining that it doesnt jeopardize his masculinity in any way.. but he wont listen.. and it start affecting our sex life. I think he is afraid, no matter how open minded he is actually. What to do, because I care for him, but in the same way I care for my own pleasure!? Do all man really have so little self esteem!? Isnt it ironic that woman in 21 century cannot freely enjoy her body in a way that she really feels it?
ps. this is the cause of all my troubles (not sure if here was some topic about sex toys):