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When I was fourteen, for the one summer, I went after
my friend's boyfriends.
I had to be in the house at nine pm. I couldn't date,
but just to have the boy ask me out, that was all I
needed to feel 'better than' whoever.
At the end of the summer, when school began, I was
completely out of that mindset. I had gotten
whatever 'self esteem' I needed, and then would
walk away from any man if I knew he was in any way
involved with anyone.
It is something you 'grow' out of, unless you have
a serious crisis with your self.
Many women do.
I can think of a fellow, perfectly ordinary, who
many years ago asked me to pretend to be his
girlfriend.
Just go with him to a function, and then he'd take
me home within two hours. Just pretend to be with
him.
At first I 'felt sorry' for him, after all, if you
can't find a date to a function and need to beg
your lawyer....
Anyway, the point was, when the females found
out he was 'with' a lawyer, well, they flocked him
as if he had turned into the most irresistable man
whoever lived.
And they fought over him, who would take him
away from the lawyer!
He told me this months later, and I did like a
what? That's still going on?
Ladylane, tell the truth, didn't you claim to have
crushes on boys you found odious, just to have
your friend sleep with them?
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