ok me and my boyfriend broke up a month in a half ago. Well i noticed he has takin intrest in the single life so i decided since he is whats holding me back? I went to a party with my gurls and guess who I run into there..... my first love. We clicked right away. When we went out we were just freshman and sophmores in high school but now were graduated and in our twenties. He has matured so much and he is what I would consider my perfect guy. He is sweet laid back tells it like it is funny ambitious goal orientated etc. Well we talk all the time we chill all the time I have gone to his martial arts competetions and i have rekindled with his family again. BUT I'm still in love with my x boyfriend and it still hurts me to see him with someone else. Its funny I have the perfect guy in front of me and i still am in love with my no good ****** x boyfriend. Will it be wrong if i continue this relationship or should i put it to a stop? I have very strong feelings for this guy but its not love. WOW what a mess.