I Tried Everyone ..i Had No One To Talk To And I Was Losing It.....so Sad...so Lonely..i Kno He Was The Last Person I Should Have Called.....i Kno That More Than Ne Thing....i Think U Need To Kno The Story Of Us To Better Understand.....i Am 19 Almost 20 Right Now And My Husband Is 20 Almost 21.....i Met '"oscar" In 6th Grade..my Oldest Daughters Father...im 9th Grade I Started Messing Around With Him .....i Really Liked Him And We Even Dated For A While...we Stoped Talkin To Eachother...then Later We Would See Eachother Again....this Went On For A Little Over A Year Then I Met My Husband "ed" Through A Friend...who Really Liked Him..he Became A Very Good Friend Over The Next Year......i Continued To Have A Bad Relationship With Oscar And Ed Hated Him ...everything About Him ..he Even Tried To Kill Him One Time When He Was Drunk...ed Hated Oscar Becuz The Way He Treated Me .....there Was Always This Unspoken Attraction Between Me And Ed But My Best Firend Liked Him.....everyone Could See It Even My Best Friend.... Then I Got Pregnant From Oscar At Age 16 Almost 17....ed Was Very Diapointed And Kept Repeatin "i Told U" We Remained Friends And He Was Even There When She Was Born..oscar Was Never There ..i Never Saw Him....he Denyied He Was The Father Untill He Saw That She Is A Splitting Image Of Him....the Day After She Was Born Oscar Was Suppsed To Come To Sign The Birth Certificate But Never Came Becuz He Was Hungover....i Still Contiued To Be Basically In Lust With Him And Him Not With Me....then One Day I Found Out He Had A Girl That Was Staying At His House And That My Bestfriend Knew About It And Covered Up For Him....i Wsa So0o0 Upset...i Called Ed And Asked If We Could Get Together...then Wekks Later We Finnaly Did ...started Dating...moved In ...got Married.................and Got Pregnant....we Love Eachother And My Daughter Was 3 And Half To 4 Months When We Started Dateing....we Kno That We Were Supposed To Be Toghter....and I Ko It Ws Wrong To Tell Oscar To Come Over Becuz Ed Hates Him...i Messed Up I Kno..but I Still Dont Believe This Girl...she Has A Myspace..and I Look At It And She Wrote A Comment To Her Brother On October 9th "party Saturday.....belly Up To The Bar" ..and She Says That Shes Kno For A While She Was Pregnant...y Be Drinkin And Have Ur Picture Of U Drinkin If Ur Pregnant...also She Is A Big Church Girl...she Talks All About How She Dont Believe In Having A Abortion And Murdering Children ..then Y Would She Be Drinkin..im Just So Confused....i Dont Kno Wahts Real And Whats Not....anthor Lie Is She Said Was That Ed Came To Her Birthday On October 13th But That Is The Day That I Asked Him To Get Off Work Early So We Could Go Out...which He Did.... I Kno He Cant Be In 2 Places At Once