i swear i no longer have feelings for oscar.i havent for a long time and thats true ed doesnt believe that he always says i see the same smile that u had when u were with him.he knows i love him.i think he hates the past.oscar is never there for his daughter and i dont ever contact him.his mother picks her up..i never even see him.the only reason he came that night was becuz he had been texting me and tellin me how bad he felt about not being there and what not..i just wanted someone to talk to and he was the wrong person.my husband doesnt believe me that i did nothing with him.