Hey there, I am one of those that worry about my relationship with my soon to be husband and how much he watches porn. Yes I am an insecure person cause of alot of things that had happened in the past. I don't know why he would want to do that? We have a prefect relationship I am open and trustworthy but for some reason he wants to go behind my back and look at porn. I don't know why he would want to do that I bend over backwards to make him happy and we have a good sex relationship on top of that. It makes me feel like I am not doing my job in the sex part if he has to go and do that. I know that I am not the prettest person. I don't know if I am disatisfing him or what is going on. We just moved in together a while ago and sence then our sex life as died down alot. I don't know why but he doesn't seem that interested in me and more interested in the porn. I don't know why?
I know that masturbation is normal with guys and all of that but why can't they just take the time to make love and get closer to the female in there life other then just doing it there self? I mean at times I am so willing and I throw myself at him then he pushes me away from him. And I will look at his computer and I seen that he looks at so much porn and that is about it. I kid him about it but it really hurts me so much. It makes me feel like he doesn't want me any more. I am to the point where I think that I should just give him his ring back and move on sence he wants his porn and I am not doing my part it seems like. It hurts so bad. I am confused and don't know what to do anymore and I am dieing for someone to give me advice on this matter.

Thanks whoever wants to help and I don't care how hard you make it sounds and you can ask anything in the book I will answer.

Thanks,
Jessica