you're not alone. honestly im like you. but ive fallen completely in love with a married man. 3 years now we are together. but i decided to go home to my family. but i know it wont be easy. i dont want him to leave his family and we are still friends. though its like im dying now leaving him, i hoping ill get thru this. just an advice... he will be the perfect man for you but he's not yours and that's what im learning to accept. i know its hard and bec you love him but you have to accept reality.