i have been talking to a lady at work about religion and tring to get past losing my baby but i cant every time i see a baby it hurts every time i see a pregnant lady it hurts i was watching a tv show where a lady was doing her nursery and i burst into tears and could barely breath its been all most two years and it feels like it happened yesterday i dont know how to stop being so weak b4 i got pregnant i had a wall up i would not show emotion i felt strong now i feel as if my life is falling apart the father and i are not together even after we buried her i could not get pregnant the doctors dont know whats wrong with me i cant focus i try to push every thing in the back of my mind but i cant and talking about it makes it worse i feel im in this world by my self and there is no help noting works nothing helps i dont know what to do