I want to tell you I've been where you are right now. I have been in a ldr for 3 years with a man from Canada, and a married one at that. It's hard enough without that issue. What your bf has done to you this man has done to me many many times. I know of atleast one time he cheated, which is what finally caused our finaly breakup back in Jan.

I'm not sure I'll ever be able to handle a ldr again, because what I have figuered out is that its hard enough to have a relationship in your face let along to have one thats ldr. I am still dealing with and getting away from mine.

Take my advice and don't walk...but RUN from this person so he won't hurt you anymore. Find someone who deserves you and treats you the way you deserve to be treated. I am trying to take my own advice too. Take time to heal, then open your heart.

I read something that said,,,go on with your life, everyday, and at night when you are alone in your bed and need to cry, let it all out. Grieve for what you have lost and then one day you'll find you don't think of him at all, then you'll notice that he hardly ever crosses your mind at all. Then when you do think of him on occasion, smile and keep going.

It will get easier...much love and happiness to you.