Chandler, you are right he will find another...he always has. He has been doing this for so long its natural to him. I know of atleast 7 or 8 women he's had affairs with in the past 10 years..I found all this out after I met him and stayed...duh me.

I am going to change my cell number. I have blocked him from my msn account. The only place I can't block him is my work e-mail but if he trys to contact me there I will tell my IT tech and have him blocked there as well.

I want the memories to go away, I want him outta my heart and outta my life for good. I still catch myself thinking wonder if he's gonna contact me, I know thats normal but I have to stop that too.

I can't wait for that day when I no longer feel the way I feel over him. I so look forward to that day. I will reread your advice over and over again to help me. Thank you so much Chandler. As I said I think you are an amazingly strong and wonderful person.