Well, today was therapy day. My day to cry and vent to a person who actually gets paid to hear me do that, lol.

He says he can tell that I have not fully lost who I am yet, very good thing..but he said if I don't get out I am going too. He says I should make a lists of all the reasons to get out and stay away. I should post that list everywhere I can so every time I feel the need to contact him or missing him to read those reasons to remind me of why I have to keep away from him. GOSH thats going to be a long a&& list.

I ended up a migrane after therapy, took a nice long nap. Got up spent some quality time with my son before he went to his dad's. It's amazing how many emotions you can go thru in such a short time, but atleast I can still feel, so thats a bonus.

Time to work on my list and myself.