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Originally Posted by CHANDLERS WISH
Good for you.....and you already knew that bit, because you've taken the step....
There is a trigger when you read over and over and over again, i googled "inner self" and was shocked at reading that it was beautiful, and i read it often... Thing is the long list, will get shorter when you re-write it each few weeks as a few disappear...lol.... Make sure your 10 year old can't see them xx
Women are emotional creates, and we jump around in circles and circles bugger hey.....
I think that you've done the logic things so "feeling" would be good right now, it got me out of where i was. 
Keep telling us what your feeling, and how it's going, would love to know dont' forget that phone number thing though, and picture him as "the devil" that you knew...... cause he is love.
PS: Love your last quote...............
Time to work on my list and myself.  |
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Today is a good day!!! I made my list and look at it often, especially when I start to miss him a bit. Still haven't heard from him, it's been 5 days today since we last spoke. Thats a good thing, I know.
I am doing the number change this weekend while I'm doing my Easter shopping for my son.
I had lots of company last night, which was really nice. Kept from thinking so much of him and dwelling on certain things. I have alienated myself alot from family and friends while I was depressed over him. Not gonna do that anymore, gonna get back out there and live it up. I have laughed more in this last week than I have in I honestly can't remember how long. Its a day to day process and I am going to take it day by day.
Thank you (on that quote comment)...
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LAUGH WHEN YOU CAN, APOLOGIZE WHEN YOU SHOULD, LET GO OF WHAT YOU CAN'T CHANGE, TAKE CHANCES, GIVE LOVE AND HAVE NO REGRETS. LIVE IS TO SHORT TO BE.....ANYTHING BUT HAPPY!! 