Oh I flirt all the time. I work with tons of men, so lots of opportunities there, lol. I have always been a huge flirt..I have been doing alittle more getting out and it is helping a bit. My son is with his dad this week on spring break, so I am home alone and its kind of hard for me at times.

Today is a rough day. I'm having little crying, feeling sorry for myself moments. And missing him even more so today than yesterday but I am getting thru it. My ex-husband is my best friend and he told me to just call him...I was like huh???? Are you kidding me, then he said I was only going to see what you would say...do not contact him. He only said it because he hates to see me upset and hurting and he says he has seen how at times I was very happy with the jerk but he has also seen all the crying times too. He has lots of names for him, lol.

Anyway its another day, may not have been as great yesterday but its another day and I will get thru it. They say everyday gets easier,,,well ok I need that to happen and soon....That old saying "patience is a virtue"...I for sure need that now. I can be very impatient at times especially when I am hurting. Gotta keep reminding myself I am a good person and deserve so much better. It just hurts when I think of him with someone else and all the things he said to me that I know he will say to the next one and the next one.

Pfffffffffffft!!! Gotta stop that now....Gotta keep smiling and moving.