Sweetie: I know hurt like know one on this Forum knows hurt...I am walking your path in life with you right now...I am fighting my own battle in life that involves not the terrible type of sexual pain and love for a man, that you are going through, but something that is just as bad, if not worse, that I must learn to both live and die with.....

It is big but I must make it through...It is too big to talk about but maybe in time.....I will try and reply to you when I can....Right now we are heading out to lunch.

I know both and heaven.....I live with a man in the most heavenly place of love yet have another deeper pain.....Sometimes I wonder why these things have happened to me.....Then I write of them and help other people and I know....But oh God, the load can get heavy and I wonder if my shoulders can carry them......Stay strong....

Much love, Caroline