I have talked with my friend about my affair of years ago at length....I blame myself as I cheapened myself as a woman and she says that he took advantage of me, which he did, but it took two to tangle...I was 20. Only now do I look at this age in life and realize that I really was young...Women do not know this until they age and the wisdom of living sets in, but it happened...I kicked myself for years for letting him do these things to me yet I could have stopped it as his hand wandered up my leg when I sat next to him taking dictation...Slow deliberate moves..He awoke a part of me that had never been there before and he was a good looking and pretty neat man.

Now being older I realize how important this venture was in my sexual life...It had to happen because if this hot sexual cat had not found this joy in sex outside marriage, she may have wandered....I adore my husband but waking me up to the sensuous passion that I am capable of, told me and showed me the woman that I am inside...I have no doubt in my mind that if I had known and was, who I am now, back years ago that I would have been something else....I have the passion from the God's and I believe it was truly my purpose in life to share it with women.......There was too much of me then and there is still too much of me now.....So this experience for me must be one that I do not regret........I guess it is just part of who I am, as yours will be a part of who you are.....Find peace....don't regret and enjoy who you are.........Years from now when you think of this, it will be with a smile.....Life is good.....TC, C