I had a woman that once wrote me with this very same problem...She was just too embarrassed to watch this with her man...She was 49 years old...She talked to a Therapist and he told her to take it slow...She started by watching one with her sister and then was heading to the Therapist office to watch one with him to see how she would react with a man. That is the last I heard from her.

Personally I thought it was stu*id to watch it with a Therapist who was a male but if I was you I just would not watch it...If it bothers you why upset yourself...I think you have a big shame issue with the human body and this could cause this....Do other things that are not stressful and relax...Take care, Caroline