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Originally Posted by just4me
Hi CW..thank you for your reply..knowing I can always count on words of wisdom from you help me so much.
He called me at work where I do not have that option to change my number and do not have caller ID. That was the day we had meet 3 years ago and I got up thinking about it but planned to do nothing about it. I was actually shocked he even remember or even contacted me. I should have hung up on him and that been that. BUT I chose to listen to his crying and his words, knowing it was the wrong thing to do.
I wish for once he would be totally honest with me, but I know he is a man and that is asking for alot. I have to keep my head high and move forward like I have been doing. I just wish he didnt have such a profound affect on me.
Your right it is difficult for me and its tearing my heart out.
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Well i would have been shocked to, being the exact day 3 years later, but then i don't know what you did on the 2nd, or 1st, that he may recall, consequently remembering the date. But, it doesn't matter that will get a girl everytime in my books...
Of course it's hard to hang up, there was that voice at the end of it.
You know that sport that you just got to keep jumping, hurdle after hurdle, well a lot of those were taken away, put down so you could walk over them, but one decided to be up for you to jump over, the others are laying down so you can walk forward again.
Just keep walking. xx