Only reading this post again, do I realize that I thought that she was JUST THINKING of having this affair...This was reflected in my post...Now I realize that this had already transpired.

Being a woman that has never had a full sexual affair with a man, I find it so hard to imagine a woman giving of herself body and soul without some feelings. To be able to give all that she is sexually both inside and out, and make love to him without having some deep feelings of possible love, is quite an accomplishment... It is probably just me, but I also think that as a woman ages, she fears the unknown.....

This is not a part of life that I know.....I am not sure if I wish I did, or not...Probably not...Safer for me here...