The only thing sometimes with marrying young and feeling the way you are speaking, is that you married out of "thinking" you were in love and later establish that you are best friends and love that person but have lost what ever it was that was there at the beginning, so you "lust" after what if, what would it be like.

My brother and sister married at 17, they are 45, ups and downs but true love. Neither would ever consider it.

I have experienced different relationships and then married at 36, but they are different personalities, different shapes and sizes, but frankly it's all about constant desire, lust, trust, love, passion that makes it a whole.

Never found it, but now i have, if it works and if not, i know exactly what i want.... and how it would work for the rest of my life.

Sometimes you have to go backwards to go forwards if you are in a committed relationship.

CW