Thank you for those encouraging words. I guess what I have to do now is get in touch with old friends and make new friends. The entire time I was with this guy, I must admit, I neglected my friends. I would never hang around with anybody but my ex. I would be very busy with school and the time I had free I would dedicate it 100% to this guy. I am ashamed of myself for that. Hopefully I will be able find old/new friends to hang out with. Today has been a better day and hopefully the days get better. Thanks again just4me!!!!!!!!