I truely feel insecure about him. We have not seen each other for a couple of weeks now, well he has tried to talk over the phone and he has gone over my house but I have refused to see him.

I really want to get over him but it is too hard. I am actually proud of myself for being able to stay this long without talking to him. I hope it stays like that, for the best. Although, there is times when I feel weak and want to talk to him but I try to keep myself thinking that I can't do that.