Dear C.W. - I appreciate your words and your ability to have outside perspective. I agree with you C.W., and appreciate that you point out that even though you and I may not have the same views on everything, you were wonderful enough just as a person of kindness to realize my need and understood that prayer is something important to my healing process, just knowing others are thinking of me and join me in the hope of things turning around and my gaining a turn for the better in my life. In my original post I did ask specifically people of faith in Jesus simply because that is my faith and did not want to make people of any different faith or view feel they need respond. That being said, your post was extra kind in my opinion becasue you went for the "heart" my my need - someone to come along side me and support me in a way that I hoped to gain support, not that other ways should not be helpful, but you chose to focus on what was important for me to feel supported. I really want to thank you for that.

I don't expect all readers of my post to believe what I believe, I simply wanted to receive prayer and expected those who would be most willing and have a heart to actually do that would be someone who already has a prayer life with Christ. The overwhelming part of your helping me was that you didn't focus on helping me as you saw fit, but in a way I hoped to be helped. I didn't want people to disect my faith or my situation, just "gather with me" in the same way (that being prayer) that I was reaching out to my source of strength who is Jesus. I didn't say prayer alone was the exclusivity of the kind ways I could be helped, but in this case I just wanted some likeminded individuals to reach outside of themselves in a similar way. I certainly am reaching out in other practical ways, like being here on this site, like going to a doctor, like trying to take care of my health and find my inner strenth, rest, remind myself of good things... but this way was special for me which is why I wrote that in my first line in the original post.

You have been above and beyond to be quite the mediator of different views and also saw beyond the forrest for the trees... in that you prayed even if you thought we may or do have differences in faith. So, thank you for your kindness and thank you for your helping me try to see A.W.F. perspective as well. I hope that we'll have peace between all of us A.W.F. Sincerely, Miss U.