Hi everyone. I am super new to this website, so I was wondering if there are women who felt the same as me. As I was going through some of the threads and tears were rolling down my face. Just for the fact there are so many women like I who have this thing called HPV. I was diagnosed about two years ago and I still find it very difficult to cope with. My life has totally changed. I don't see my life and relationships the same even the one I'm in right now. This thing I have runs through my mind every morning, every night and I feel I want to blame someone or just know how or who I got it from. I am not physically active with my S.O and It is hurting my relationship very much as time goes on. I don't feel like the same women I once was and I hate myself alot for this thing I caught. I feel very bad for my other half and I just don't think he understands how hard I really take this. How to people get better?? Physically and Mental? If any of you have any help or just a opinion for me, please help. I really appriciate it. Thank you

Very sad and want to give up my relationship and just be alone.