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Originally Posted by FionaDiaz
Is it possible to go from completely fine, normal and actually happy to DEPRESSED?
A week ago I was doing great, I was happy, probably close to the happiest time of my life. My daughter is healthy and very, very happy, I left a horribly dangerous town in Guatemala and am living a great life in a safer place, I get spoiled constantly by my parents who also spoil my daughter!
The only down thing in my life is that my husband isn't living with me (that's a long story, but we are both still happily married, just getting out of debt). I saw him last weekend, but this weekend won't see him... haven't had sex since last weekend, but that's what our hands are for, no?
My mother took me out for mother's day last night, we went to a casino... and when we got back I felt like my world had crashed... I don't understand why, I've been perfectly fine!
Last night and all morning I felt as though I wanted to cry and seeing just now that I missed my Novela makes me want to crawl under a rock!
From March of last year to January of this year my life seemed to be moving from one spot in to another... but since January ended things have been great! I've already cried for most of the stuff I went through, but not everything... is it possible these other things are catching up to me?? I've not been thinking about them or having nightmares!
What the is up with me?????
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What a sweetie. Well that's the first thing that came to my mind?
You have had your fair share of disappointments and fears in a very short period of time, including if i recall your husband having an affair..and you moving to
Now, you've moved yet again from a town in Guatemala to a safer place.
If i recall your husband is starting up a business? And, if he doesn't live with you 24/7 it's because he's travelling for that business?
Your on a Forum that affords you to reminise, and discuss your sexual desires and funny events, cheeky events which reminds you constantly in addition to going to bed alone at night.
Lonliness can be depressing, with the desire to want to hug and hold your hubby but you can't.
Hang in there, maybe you can go with him every now and then and leave bubs with Mum? Just a day trip of something?
Get out a bit more from just being a mum, with family around, in a town you don't know without your husband around as you need.
Of course your depressed.
Did you say that he missed this weekend? It is Mother's Day there? That's another reason to be depressed, he's not there with you on a special ocassion...
Can you text him? Get a reaction of love back via the phone? Just to make you smile?
**** employment of all descriptions drives us all apart hey...
You know that even if my little 6 month wait turns fantastic, there's 18 more months ( due to employment ) before he lives in Australia..... now that will be depressing.....
Smile, and if you can make contact with him, do so, so that you feel better until you see him again...x
Nice photo by the way, been thinking of doing the same for some time, we'll see.
Better to see who your talking to sometimes...lol..
CW
AND UM: Can't use your line this time....