Yesterday was mother's day here... and yeah it was tough not being with him, but it just doesn't seem like it would send me on downward spiral like that!

He hasn't started up his bussiness.... we are living apart because together we cannot afford to pay for ourselves and our daughter... This is another reason I could be depressed, I suppose. He is living with his mother and I'm living with mine. It should be only 6months, once we are out of debt we should be doing great, but it will be 6 hard months!

In January I lost a pregnancy at four months... and I recently was SURE I was pregnant again, but got my period. When we found out that I wasn't pregnant again it felt as though we lost again...

I've been doing a great job holding it all in and not thinking about it... perhaps being away from my husband, having to depend on my parents and the lack of sex and novelas triggered something.

I feel better right now, but I feel like I can explode at any point... Not sure how to deal with this honestly. Posting it all online probably isn't the best way to fix it all, right?

...Sorry, started ranting!!

CW, you gotta post your picture! I can't believe I'm here crying over a little 6month weight where I actually get to see him almost every weekend... hopefully those 18months will fly by for you!!

Little, I think I saw a couple of episodes of al diablo con los guapos, but I wasn't able to watch it for some reason... Now I'm watching Amor sin Condiciones and Nuevo Rico Nuevo Pobre