Fifth attempt to reply, seems i have to add 10 characters, did that bit, lol.

It's hard to live separately, especially back with family, feel like a single mum with a child and reminds us of our childhood instead of being a grown woman.

It's natural.

6 Months is not long, and at least you both obviously have a supportive and loving family.

I am sorry for your lose, and obvious will and desire to have another baby... Maybe that's the key issue of why you feel the way you do, yet stress isn't going to help you, can you wait until your together again? May be a lot less stressful for you?

A that 6 months, well yes, it flys trust me...

Photo? I really only have work ones, where i look and smile, lol... See...

Take care ok.

CW