hey,

k well i have been having a rough couple of years involving family and i think im going to snap! my friends have been really supportive but i always freaking out on them for ****** llitle things and i feel like im always making them feel sorry for me. but i can't help it that my life sux. because i know they are worried about me so i tell them im ok and happy and all that one minute then the next im like all suicidal and depressed!! and thats when they worry again. soo i was wondering if anybody else has ever felt this way? kist so i can have some reasurence that im not crazy!!