I'm not depressed at all, Im very happy. Juts I always feel like , and the horrible thigns make me feel better.a nd the thign syou were talking baout inthe bikini whenIm feeling fat, I put on a bikini,a nd look at myself and decided Im not that fat, i look good. But ahh Im not depressed, I just want too much I think, and there's not enough time to do it.