I went through the same terror.

I couldn't believe that they could snip a part of my insides, without anything, that's right no drugs what so ever.

I walked out in tears of shock and fear i think more so than pain.

From there, with the next gyno was great, he went about his business burning off cancer cells chatting away to me and making me relaxed..all the time, by butt was in the air, in fear without knowing, when finished, he stated, um, you can put your butt back on the table, we laughed.

So, from that, i learned, you aint ever doing that again, unless you give me what he gave me.

He, numbed the area with solution, and once numb and injection, so i didn't feel a thing.

Perhaps this is what you need to suggest that "you want", not pain killers to take, rather numbness so you feel nothing when it's happening.

But, i will never forget that either, nor allow that to happen again...

Hope that helps.

CW