Some days are harder than others. Today I missed him or better yet the nice him. I have been seeing more of that lately. It's probably because I've been ignoring him. I am not getting back on the rollercoaster ride with him. But every once in awhile those thoughts of him coming home creep up.
Maybe its because it's closer to my due date. I haven't pulled away as far as I want and it's hard to let this last thing go. Too bad there isn't a fast forward button.
My doctor decided to put me on Anti D's because of the current situation and dealing with post partum. I feel that would have been too much right now. They are helping out a lot. Other than those fleeting emotions I am going to enjoy the last couple of weeks of my pregnancy. This one will probably be the last one. I don't want a fourth c section.
Still don't know how to send private messages. I'll try to figure it out.