Its been a couple of days and I was wondering how things are going for you and your daughter. Holidays can be tough if your going through depression.
I hope you are understanding what it is like atleast a little. I know its not easy, Now that I have been able to succefuly not hurt myself in 3 years I dont see the reason why any one else would do it. I dont see the allure of it any more and my pain tolerance went back down. I am still living with the scars though to remind me. They have faded some but they are still very noticable and I'm not proud of them but I'm not all that ashamed of them.

I still look down at them every now and then and think about how bad it was and how I wish i could get rid of them. But they are there to stay and I have accepted that
Merry christmas and have a safe and happy new years.
God Bless