Their dad has full custody of both kids because I went through a bout of depression and attempted to kill myself. He is using an allogation that I also tried to kill my oldest son who is now 4. This is not true. (tell you whole story if you are interested.) Now, my I haven't had my oldest since he was 1, and my youngest(15 months younger) since he was 6 months old. I am supposed to see them 3X a week. I don't Because i don't know where they are most of the time. He has a new girlfriend and lives with her, and I have a boyfriend that I am currently staying with due to a job/vehicle situation. I have absolutely NO idea how to get ahold of him so I can see my kids. I can sometimes manage to get to them thru his mother. I don't know where he lives, where he works, or a number where he can be reached. All I have is his mom. Fine by me to the point i don't have to deal with him, but not fine because it means I can only see my kids a few times out of the year when I happen to get lucky and they are at their grandmas house.