sometimes, i think that maybe it is better this way without my kids. then i feel really guilty because i shouldnt feel that way, right? i mean, right now, i work 77 hours a week, and am saving every penny i can. i need to get that vehicle. i think i am a month away from it. and i work all the time because 1) i want to and 2) the business needs me there. i worry though that i am doing the wrong thing. does me being okay with not having my kids with me make me a bad mom?