confusedandscared

God where to begin...I'm wondering if i'm just plain ....I think my bf is cheating....He goes out for walks late at night which he has always stated thats what he likes to do. His cell phone is never far away from his side, even takes it to the shower. He never cared before where it was really. He went away for a night to be by himself due to the anniversary of the death of his little girl many years ago and states he's always done that on the day...ok so maybe hmm....then a few months later he pops up with i'm gonna go visit my buddy on the mainland for 2 days. When he returned i asked to see pictures of the weekend and he replied i'll get him to send them and then i'll show you...that was in june...still no pictures..hmmm ...i'm dumb hey? He's different with me than he used to be in every way, not mean spirited but just different. he claims he loves me but i don't know if he does anymore....Any ideas or help for this mentally person?? i am going to talk to him tonight and ask him to be honest, so we can move on or move out......