well no don't get me wrong i have a lot of happyness in life aready and i know more will be coming my way. And some of it does come from my childhood. But sometimes i just wish that things would be differently (not for me but for the hole world) i know we cant wish for world peace thats not ever going to happen as we are all sinners and all but one part of this hole mess that i cant help but be depressed about is me as a single person cannot do anything about it as a hole.
i am happy in general as i know if i dont look past it then i will just die of depresion but i dont ever want to become one of those hard hearted people my sensativity is not a burden its a uniqueness that i can have and share im not alone for instance my b/f is also sensative but im sure in that part of everyone's life's we are all different.
im a christian now since 2005 and ever since then i was changed for the better. and i do see the world as not a lot do and some say even though im not yet 25 im mature in some ways way beyond my years but on the same hand im not at all book smart and its okay with me i do however plan on someday going to college and get married maybe have a baby or 2.
~Life is a gift , that's why its called "the present!
Gabby
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