Deb
I have tried other outlets talking to my friends yeah.. they all are atleast a C cup so they don't understand and half the time my nonexistent chest is a joke anyway. Movies yeah as soon as I see someone pretty I freak and wanna hurt myself and exercise as soon as I see someone thinner at the gym same thing. It just feels so good to punish myself for not being good enough. I've gotten to the point where I don't like to go out in public or watch tv bc it triggers episodes. I really wish I could lock myself in my house and wither away. It's skrewy
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