Hi Jessy,
Since you are a recovering anorexic/bulimic individual, I was wondering what jump started you to become more healthy? Did you see a doctor and he ordered you to see a counselor on the matter? The reason I'm asking is because there had to have been something that MADE you want to change. Why not stick to the initial healthy motive?
On a side note: Eating disorders are more than just a frame of mind. You've developed a food phobia and body image distortion. You sound like you need some therapy and I hope you get it.
I used to be anorexic and what made me stop was realizing how physically weak I had been. Seeing me now you wouldn't know I was anorexic at all! But, keep in mind that I had gained weight from simply eating the wrong foods and not doing enough excersizing.
If you chose to fast and you are throwing up because of it. I'm asking you to invest in some almonds. They contain a natural chemical that stop acidosis from happening, and thus stops you from getting sick in the mornings when acidosis usually sets in. If it gets that bad PLEASE see your doctor. I honestly feel that you need therapy still. Good luck.
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 Debra
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